Denise LeFay: September 22, 2013 Equinox – End of the Nine Months Life Review

Sunset African style

I’ve done my best in 2013 to be consciously aware of the Ascension related evolutionary shifts and changes I am going through this year. I’ve always done this, however, I really wanted to be consciously aware of this particular 2013 leg of the Ascension Journey where we’re about to ‘Break on through to the Other Side’ to borrow a great old Jim Morrison/Doors line.
Some of what I’ve experienced and perceived so far in 2013 is pretty impressive to this current version of “me” living this Process. To other aspects of the Greater ME it’s merely business as usual so don’t get all worked up or hot n’ bothered over any of it! These different perspectives are, at times, truly hilarious and great equalizers. There’s nothing like that look your Higher Self occasionally gives you that tells you to knock off the emotional Drama Queen routine. It’s like being a kid and getting busted by a parent and it forces you to discharge all the imbalanced emotional stuff in an instant. Perspective.
When I honestly review the great evolutionary ascension leap we’re making—regardless of which Stair Step one is on today—it’s damned impressive. We’re evolving/ascending from a profoundly restrictive, intensely dense, repulsively polarized, monstrously controlled world controlled by Monsters unseen and seen, in an extremely narrow band of frequency and consciousness to… something so much better it’s hard for many to comprehend or even imagine. Some people understand this; they get it at deeper, inner levels but most people haven’t a clue that such a profound level of evolutionary leaping—not crawling, leaping—has, is, and will continue happening for many years.
It’s a very different thing intellectually knowing something from actually living it body, heart, and soul. Example: for years we’ve read wonderful Ascension related information about this phase of the Process that many called being in the birth canal’ or being ‘in labor within the womb of the Great Mother’ etc. Then finally in 2013 we entered this Process body, heart, and soul at another level than we’d ever experienced earlier, and now we know what it actually feels like being intensely pressured, squeezed, and struggling within the energetic ‘birth canal’ in real ‘labor pains’. Now we know because we’re living it all the way down in the physical dimension in and through our physical bodies. It’s not ethereal or intellectual but a hardcore Process we’re going through physically and because of this it’s very different and much more extreme feeling, deeply personal, extra emotional, and profoundly exhausting.

September 22, 2013 Equinox – End of the Nine Months

A lot of people are very curious and/or very concerned about what will or what will not happen with this next upcoming important date— 9-22-13. I know many people were hugely disappointed when the physical external world didn’t instantly transform into what you and I wanted it to on December 21, 2012— 12-21-12. I knew better and I still wanted everything to transform instantly back then too! However, what we all must bear in heartmind (that’s another NEW Denise word if you’re wondering ;) ) is that things would instantly transform in much more obvious and dramatic ways if we did this via the old method of physically dying and leaving one’s physical body! Poof, you’re out of the physical dimension; poof, out of your physical body; poof, the heavy physical density is gone; poof, you’re in a nonphysical dimension; poof, you’re in one of your nonphysical bodies; poof, OMG things feel so much better!
But because we desperately wanted to remain in our physical bodies in this physical dimension on this physical earth world and live through the Ascension Process in our physical bodies and do The Process THAT WAY, it takes more linear physical time. Why? Because otherwise the sudden and profound impact of going from one very dense low-frequency state into a much higher frequency state would literally destroy as in kill our physical bodies, burnout our central nervous systems, fry our intellect, and most likely fracture our psyches in horrible ways. So, to prevent all that and worse, we’ve HAD to do this entire Ascension Process in incremental Stair Steps over and over and over and freakin’ over year after year after year.
It simply takes more linear time in physicality to carefully, methodically, and incrementally move our selves, our consciousness, and our energetic and physical bodies through this monumental Alchemical Evolutionary Ascension Process when remaining in the physical body in a physical dimension in a physical world in linear time. We can (and we all have and it’s perfectly okay) bitch n’ whine n’ complain about this Ascension Process and all the linear time it takes and how hard and painful it is. Stepping out of the physical body at death is fast and easy compared to remaining in it and hauling it with you up all these different energetic Stair Steps to literally Alchemically transform it from dense 3D Lead into Light-filled 5D Gold! That is painful and thattakes some linear time but in the end we’ll be very, very, glad we went through all this.
Today is August 2, 2013, and it feels to me at this moment like something really big and reality-changing is about to happen in this physical dimension and physical world. I sense this whatever all it is I’m feeling now is both wondrous and horrible. Horrible because some things we’re used to in the old world are going to start disappearing very fast now and that could cause some panic, some discomfort, some anger, some fear etc. Wondrous because more of the NEW is able to manifest here now; not all the NEW mind you, but a good bit more of it. Stair Steps remember?
The months of June, July and August of 2011, 2012 and 2013 have energetically been so hard, so intense and difficult, and now in early August 2013 it feels to me like really big changes are about to transpire on this physical level of “reality”. This is not saying that they haven’t been for the past 25 years because they have, but this is different, and different in those simultaneous wondrous and horrible sorts of ways. No fear my friends just being honest about the current shifts I’m feeling at the moment.
Time to confess a bit more about the next big date change of 9-22-13. Ooo, but first just look and feel those numbers will you? A 9 and a 22 and a 13. They’re saying a lot if you’re familiar with numerology and it’s all very good!
Back to what I was about to confession. The other day I was talking with Callista Summerfield-Burlinghof via emails and she mentioned something that I’ve been aware of too. She’s written a new blog about this and other related things and as soon as it’s published at Rainbow Phoenix.com I’ll quote it here. What she mentioned and we subsequently discussed briefly was how we both have perceived that a lot, and I mean a lot of people will be dying and rather quickly once we reach9-22-13. This date is another major cutoff point in the Ascension Process just as 12-21-12 was. But in this case, after the Life Review everyone experienced during December 21, 22, 23, 2012, we’ve all had these Nine Months to very intensely and under severe compression pressures, work on whatever it was that each of us was shown we needed to work on in ourselves during our individual Life Review.
Now at the end of those Nine Months—which is the 9-22-13 Fall Equinox in the Northern Hemisphere, Spring Equinox in the Southern Hemisphere—great numbers of people will choose to physically die and leave their physical bodies in this physical dimension and physical world for whatever their personal reasons. This has nothing to do with anyone not doing it “right” or doing it “wrong” etc., but with the fact that many people cannot stay in their physical bodies on the other side of 9-22-13 in the dramatically increased, higher frequency Light Energies because they haven’t done the necessary transformational Inner Work that causes them and their bodies, brains, central nervous systems, psyches, and consciousness to match and comfortably cope with existing in the NEW higher frequencies or Light Energies.
On the other side of 9-22-13 many people will opt-out and die, will exit their physical bodies and go off and have another more traditional Life Review, then a Rest and Recuperation period for a bit, and then they’ll reincarnate in physical bodies that are a better frequency match to whatever world and timeline they choose to incarnate on if that’s what their Higher Self has chosen. There are of course many other options than just this one I’ve described, but the point is that a lot of people will be dying once we cross the 9-22-13 cutoff point. And again, none of this has anything to do with anyone “failing”, “missing the Ascension boat”, or doing it “wrong” or anything else; it has to do with personal choice and many people simply do not want to go through the difficult transformational Process of ascending their physical bodies now.
Because many people are going to be hoping for and expecting all sorts of positive and wondrous changes and improvements post 9-22-13, which will happen but just maybe not as fast as you/me/we’d all like, please know that instead of immediately seeing the earth world transform into an other dimensional Crystal City heaven on earth type situation, instead you may see a lot of people suddenly and very quickly dying and the rest of the old negative patriarchal global systems also dying off just as quickly.
See… this is why I don’t always share what I See, what I perceive because 1) I worry it will scare the poo out of some people and 2) I absolutely don’t want to create fear in anyone and further muck up reality with more fear-based energies and thought forms and 3) we’re not all going to end up in the same timeline on the same earth world and so on. We are diverse beings individually and because of this “reality” is even more diverse to accommodate each one of us.
If you get scared, worried, or confused about this 9-22-13 shift point I want you to honestly think about how well you can remember your last dream; your “past lives” on earth and on other dimensions and other worlds etc. Very few can remember their dreams so don’t worry about systems changing here and people dying and leaving now for new horizons that are a better match for them individually. Big changes are coming and soon but they may not immediately be the wondrous changes you/me/all of us reading this have worked so long and so hard for. Why? Go back and reread the paragraph about linear time and Stair Steps and why it has to be this way for those of use remaining in these current physical bodies. This is normal for physicality and even though it seems to these versions of “us” in physicality living through it all that it’s taking for EVER to happen, it’s happening incredibly fast from higher levels of being and perception. Just ask your Higher Self. ;)
Another reason I sometimes don’t tell everything I know and perceive is because of those Stair Steps again. Everyone is not standing on the same level of awareness, understanding, development and Ascension transformation at the same time and this is perfectly normal. However, because of this I withhold certain information sometimes—as I know certain other Ascension Teachers do too for the same reasons—and those reasons are primarily to NOT say something that the majority would misunderstand and then create more fear and negative thought forms that us Lightworkers would then have to help clear and/or transmute! I’ve known for a while that a lot of people are going to be dying suddenly after 9-22-13 but it most likely would have created more fear, worry, confusion, anxiety, chaos, and even guilt in some people if I’d shared that information back in January of 2013. So I withhold certain knowledge I’ve perceived until it feels correct for me to share publicly. Callista sharing the other day that she’s perceived this too told me it’s time now for me to share what I’ve perceived about this and give explanations as to WHY mass numbers of people will be dying after 9-22-13.
Despite there being what looks, feels and seems like it’s a big negative or big unpleasant thing is actually in this physical realm a HUGE sign that those positive NEW changes are physically here now. The weird thing with this Process at this point is that the positive manifesting and the negative disappearing are happening simultaneously, which gets difficult to wrap ones brain around sometimes. The collapsing of the old patriarchal world with its corrupt, elitist, greed based, dead-end systems are falling apart simultaneously to the NEW energies physically manifesting here now… especially post 9-22-13.
August 2, 2013
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